i'm bad for health.


thanks to the ones who said their magic words.
at least i know somebody's got my back.
the feeling's beyond what words convey.


i know i've got it.
better off than most.
but i dont deny.
that i doubt.
heavily.


keeping it at the back of the throat.
vowel and consonant placement.
diaphragm trill.


can i ask, how?


anyway, happy birthday jael.
everybody say happy birthday to jael.
everybody: happy birthday, jael.
hope you had a wonderful day today.


i can take a few tears now and then
and just let them out
what hurts the most
was being so close.

perfection at 5:49 PM